think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
yourstruly
Joel Tan
24 October 1988
Singapore Poly SAC - Swimming
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
-6:18 AM
i've not been very happy lately, and its been a long day for me.. mentally and physically. gosh.oh well, whatever, yeah
Started school at 8.00, one tutorial and its quite fun that module ( GBE ), after class, sat down with rynel, max and chun hwee to talk about some issues.. deep issues, and i realise, actually, they are going through what i am feeling, except chun hwee ! yeah, OH OH, and SQ was sitting next to us at the foodcourt. We deicded to play a trick on her. We asked her to say milk 15 times. So she went : Milk, milk, milk milk milk.......................milk milk....milk milk. After she said it 15 times, we asked her: what do cows drink? she said MILK. Hhahahaha.
I decided to play soccer today, but before i could start playing, KONG ! i hit my head against the goal post ! i swear i thought i was dying, the pain..... there was this huge baluku on my head, it hurts like crazy man. and the worst thing, it was bleeding, but not alot.. LUCKY.. -that knock killed millions of my brain cells.. Talking about soccer, i woke up last night to watch soccer. When Man u scored, i was jumping around like a mad man ! i wanted to scream but if i did, the whole house will think there was a robber or something !
that day mili aksed me a question. There are 5 people in a room, and in the room theres a basket of 5 apples, how can all 5 people in the room get an apple and theres still one apple left in the basket??? , anyone can guess? if u know the answer, please dont say it..
yea so petra helped me with this blog. THANKS Petra. if i win more ice cream from ducan, i'll include u in the treat !
Training today was erm pretty good. At least i didnt swim the set which was quite tiring ! i was working my ass off in the gym with Cheok. haha and when i was doing sit ups, that ass kept making me laugh.. idiot ! after gym i swear i felt like i just learnt how to swim, my arms were aching, my legs everywhere! and also i failed to make roxy owe me ice cream. whats wrong withme and ice cream? sheesh ..lol
well, theres nothing much to talk about, except that MAnchester is playing Ac Milan tonight, i be watching : ) lets go MAN U! SCREW AC MILAN !
