think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
yourstruly
Joel Tan
24 October 1988
Singapore Poly SAC - Swimming
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
-6:18 AM
i've not been very happy lately, and its been a long day for me.. mentally and physically. gosh.oh well, whatever, yeah
Started school at 8.00, one tutorial and its quite fun that module ( GBE ), after class, sat down with rynel, max and chun hwee to talk about some issues.. deep issues, and i realise, actually, they are going through what i am feeling, except chun hwee ! yeah, OH OH, and SQ was sitting next to us at the foodcourt. We deicded to play a trick on her. We asked her to say milk 15 times. So she went : Milk, milk, milk milk milk.......................milk milk....milk milk. After she said it 15 times, we asked her: what do cows drink? she said MILK. Hhahahaha.
I decided to play soccer today, but before i could start playing, KONG ! i hit my head against the goal post ! i swear i thought i was dying, the pain..... there was this huge baluku on my head, it hurts like crazy man. and the worst thing, it was bleeding, but not alot.. LUCKY.. -that knock killed millions of my brain cells.. Talking about soccer, i woke up last night to watch soccer. When Man u scored, i was jumping around like a mad man ! i wanted to scream but if i did, the whole house will think there was a robber or something !
that day mili aksed me a question. There are 5 people in a room, and in the room theres a basket of 5 apples, how can all 5 people in the room get an apple and theres still one apple left in the basket??? , anyone can guess? if u know the answer, please dont say it..
