think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
yourstruly
Joel Tan
24 October 1988
Singapore Poly SAC - Swimming
Sunday, May 20, 2007
-8:27 PM
Crap, i havent been updating this blog. haha nvm, its back and alive !
Been busy this two weeks, projects, going out, partying. haha. This week is e-learning week, so i dont have to go school and i can train ! sounds good! saturday night went to uncle david's house, watched soccer and played cranium. haha ken cheok was jumping around like a frog when cheslea scored.. asshole, lucky only.. lol. We should play Cranium more often, haha and UNice was hilarious, she was making everyone laugh the whole night.haha.. omg, i swear man, if u put my bro and unice together, its endless laughter and fun.hahahah Fri night- me and jeff went to Mili's house, for nic colleti's birthday party. Her condo was awesome, really lovely place.. we chilled out there and it was pretty good, enjoyed myself..
Its a totally aswesome feeling to be able to say: i can drive: ), i am loving every single moment i spend driving. I better cherish this feeling, soon it be ALL GONE and i'll be like, driving is no fun anymore.. hahah..
THATS ALL FOR NOW ! will be back !!!
Thursday, May 03, 2007
-6:15 AM
SPIDY SPIDY!! haha, i watched spiderman 3 yesterday with jeff( btw happy birthday jeff). it was kinda gay just the two of us, but the show was awesome. Not cause it was spiderman shooting web and stuff, but the story, the love and the friendship in that show was totally awesome.
Met unice and jaylin yesterday in town. . i finally met jaylin.. yeah she brought back some gum from US for me. sweet, now i wont have to be worried about running out of gum ! so unice told me to wait for her at Mcdonlads at wisma. Is there one at wisma in the first place??? so i called her, and she told me to meet her at the mrt station . SO i went down, i saw her, and when she saw me she was like, eh jo jo ! see that woman in red top there, she is scouting for a model, she just gave me a card. Before i knew it, that woman was walking towards me.
This was how the conv went: Woman- HI ! u are very handsome Joel- er hi, i am not handsome Woman- YEs ! u are. and u are very fit Unice- HAHAHA Woman- do u workout? u are very fit. Joel- Yea i swim. Woman- OH WOW! swimming. u are very fit , u can be a model for men's magazine. Woman- Here, take this card. Joel- Er ok. BYE
haha, so that became our topic for the day. but i think its a scam, Screw this scouting for model thingy.
i am so freaking excited. This sat, we are gonna party at sentosa ! wohoooooooo. This party is for jeff. anyway, tho this party is keeping me in the mood, MAn u lost terribly last night. GOsh, i think i can play better than the defenders ! oh well, what to do. sigh
